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Day One – I Feel Grand!

In NaNoWriMo on October 31, 2009 at 9:11 pm

It is 7.30 on a Sunday morning, I have written the first 1693 words of my novel and I feel grand!

What I love about living in Australia. There are several things. But apart from the vegemite sandwiches and kangaroos that bounce in abundance along the highways, in the words of Chris Baty, founder of NaNoWriMo, I love “the forward-thinking choice in continental placement”. Because here in Oz, National Novel Writing Month started seven and a half hours ago.

The plan was to wait for the stroke of midnight and write my little heart out to two thousand words.

But I fell asleep at 10pm – blame it on the 2 km swim I had earlier during the day.

For some strange reason I thought swimming would help me write. What it helped me do was demolish an entire pizza (Large!) and doze off on the couch with the television blaring.

When I woke up it was five in the morning and some dude on the small screen was trying to sell me a nasal spray that would solve all my erection problems.

So I made myself a plunger of coffee, got right to it and just finished with a grand total of 1693 words.

50 000 words in 30 days means roughly 1600 and something words daily, so I feel pretty good about myself and have the entire rest of day to spend with daughter. Yay!

Strange feeling, writing without knowing what’s ahead. Sans censorship.

It reminded me of how I used to write back in the day, when I was a teenager, with all the fearlessness of a warrior.

It made me realize how many restrictions I have imposed upon myself since. How this has weighed me down.

This will be a journey of realization. Not expression.

I aim to discover and explore. Not expound.

It was a strange mystical place in which I found myself at the dark of morning.

I had no idea of titles, character names, outlines. But when I sat down to write, it just came.

At first I faltered. At least 15 minutes on the title. Another 15 on the protagonist’s name.

But then her name came. As did she.

And the rest just flowed.

The test will now be to see if I can leave what I wrote today and press on tomorrow. No edits. No rewrites.

I don’t know about that one, we’ll see.

Also, if I can keep this up for another 29 days, that would be great.

For now, I feel like a medium fresh from a long channeling session.

Liberated. And humbled. Deeply humbled.

It Has To Stop

In Right Here Right Now on October 30, 2009 at 1:19 am

First, the gang rape of a 15-year-old student who struggled against 7 attackers over a period of 2 hours, as more than a dozen bystanders laughed, took photos, joined in and did nothing to stop it from happening.

http://latimesblogs.latimes.com/lanow/2009/10/four-charged-in-gang-rape-of-15yearold-bay-area-student.html

Now, a report released by the Parents Television Council – www.parentstv.org – on Wednesday, October 28, that states violence against women on U.S. mainstream TV has increased by 120%, whilst the depiction of teenage girls as victims has escalated to as much as 400%.

The report entitled Women In Peril, revealed 5 major findings:

1. Violence against women and teenage girls is increasing on television at rates that far exceed the overall increases in violence on television. Violence, irrespective of gender, on television increased during the study period only 2% from 2004 to 2009, while the incidence of violence against women increased 120% during that same period.

Example: Desperate Housewives – ABC March 22, 2009

Dave is shown loading a hunting rifle while camping in the woods with Mike and Katherine and following them while they hike together. He aims the gun at Katherine and shoots her in the chest. This turns out to be Dave’s daydream, but later in the same episode, Dave attempts to enact his plan to kill Katherine, but fails in his attempt.

Example: Heroes – NBC, April 27, 2009

Images from Sylar’s past life flash on the screen, including a scene of him stabbing a woman in the chest with some scissors.

2. Every network with the exception of ABC demonstrated a dramatic increase in the number of storylines that included violence against women between 2004 and 2009.

3. Although female victims appeared to be primarily of adult age, collectively, there was a 400% increase in the depiction of teen girls as victims across all networks from 2004 to 2009.

Example: C.S.I. –  CBS, May 5, 2009

A teenage girl is shown dead in a parking lot (more than once), a teenage girl is shown being attacked by her friend’s father in a flashback, a teenage boy is shown dosing a girl with a date rape drug in her drink at a party, the same boy is shown attempting to have sex with the unconscious girl, lab techs discuss the presence of GHB and evidence of a sexual assault found on the teenaged victim.

4. Fox stood out for using violence against women as a punch line in its comedies — in particular Family Guy and American Dad — trivializing the gravity of the issue of violence against women.

Example: Family Guy – Fox, May 17, 2009

NARRATOR:  And so Griffin Peterson and Lady Redbush were happily reunited.  Of course, Griffin had to go through the complex, extensive divorce procedure required by 18th Century Society.

The scene cuts to Peter shooting Meg dead with a musket.

5. From 2004 to 2009 there was an 81% increase in the incidence of intimate partner violence on television.

Example: CSI: Miami – CBS, May 10, 2004

Investigators find a cork screw that is consistent with the stab wounds on Nicole’s body. They reconstruct what happened in a flashback:  Nicole and Veronica are fighting.  Nicole swings a wine bottle at Veronica and Veronica stabs Nicole. Afterwards, she drags Nicole out of the house, into the garage, leaving a huge smear of blood on the floor.

As more evidence comes available, investigators reconstruct the crime.  This time, a flashback shows a man from the health club showing up at Veronica’s apartment and is upset to find he was rejected in favor of another woman.  He is shown attacking and fighting with Nicole. Nicole hits him with a wine bottle, and he stabs her with the cork screw.

The report concluded:

“By depicting violence against women with increasing frequency on television, or as a trivial, even humorous matter, the networks may be contributing to an atmosphere in which young people view aggression and violence against women as normative, even acceptable.”

Recently, on October 19, 2001, actress Nicole Kidman testified before a House Foreign Affairs subcommittee that is considering legislation to address violence against women overseas through humanitarian relief efforts and grants to local organizations working on the problem.  During committee questioning, Ms. Kidman conceded that Hollywood has probably contributed to violence against women by portraying them as weak sex objects – according to the Associated Press.

According to the Parents TV Council, Kidman’s observation is “consistent with a vast body of academic and medical research pointing to media violence as a significant risk factor leading to real world violence.”

“Childhood exposure to media violence has been found to be predictive of young adult aggressive behavior for both males and females. Identifying with the perpetrators of violence on TV, as well as the realism of TV violence also predict later aggression. (L. Rowell Huesmann, Jessica Moise-Titus, Cheryl- Lynn Podolski, and Leonard D. Eron, 2003). Therefore, if children see violence toward women modeled on television, if they identify with the persons committing the violent acts, and they perceive what they are seeing as being realistic, research supports the conclusion that this will influence the child’s behavior.)”

In an editorial entitled Women At Risk – August 7, 2009, Columnist Bob Herbert wrote: “We have become so accustomed to living in a society saturated with misogyny that the barbaric treatment of women and girls has come to be more or less expected.” – http://www.nytimes.com/2009/08/08/opinion/08herbert.html?_r=1

Herbert refers to the case of George Sodini, who moaned in his blog about being rejected by women and later went to a Pennsylvania gym, where he shot three women to death, wounded nine others, then killed himself.

“We’ve seen this tragic ritual so often that it has the feel of a formula,” states Herbert. “A guy is filled with a seething rage toward women and has easy access to guns. The result: mass slaughter.”

Herbert also refers to the Amish schoolhouse incident of 2006, when “a fiend invaded an Amish schoolhouse in rural Pennsylvania, separated the girls from the boys, and then shot 10 of the girls, killing five.”

At the time, Herbert noted, “there would have been thunderous outrage if someone had separated potential victims by race or religion and then shot, say, only the blacks, or only the whites, or only the Jews. But if you shoot only the girls or only the women — not so much of an uproar.”

Over the gang rape of the 15-year-old girl, I am saddened and stunned. My thoughts go out to her and her family.

In painful conclusion, all I can do is quote Herbert:

“Life in the United States is mind-bogglingly violent. But we should take particular notice of the staggering amounts of violence brought down on the nation’s women and girls each and every day for no other reason than who they are. They are attacked because they are female…

We would become much more sane, much healthier, as a society if we could bring ourselves to acknowledge that misogyny is a serious and pervasive problem, and that the twisted way so many men feel about women, combined with the absurdly easy availability of guns, is a toxic mix of the most tragic proportions.”

Can’t say it much better than that.

Actress Nicole Kidman speaks during the "International Violence Against Women: Stories and Solutions" hearing at Rayburn House Office Building on October 21, 2009 in Washington, DC.

Actress Nicole Kidman speaks during the “International Violence Against Women: Stories and Solutions” hearing at Rayburn House Office Building on October 21, 2009 in Washington, DC.

Julie & Julia: Another Way

In My Two Cents Worth on October 29, 2009 at 4:20 am

Last week, following the debate about Julie & Julia, I promised an example of a scene that I thought might provide a more satisfying ending.

Just to be clear (and apologies if I wasn’t), I do not seek to change the facts – that Julie and Julia did not meet.

The problem for me, lay in the scene where Julie finds out through a third party, over the phone, that Julia hates her. The film then goes on to illustrate the respective success of both women in attaining the recognition they so desire.

Almost everyone agreed the ending left them with a feeling of deflation or dissatisfaction.

I propose that could have been easily fixed. For example…

When the New York Times publish the article on Julie’s blog, Julie and her husband, Eric, proceed to celebrate in bed to the sound of the answering machine with offer after offer from agents, publicists… etc.

End there on a high note.

Next scene…

INT. FRENCH PATISSERIE /CAFE – NEXT DAY

A person holds Julie’s article in one hand. Crunches on half a baguette with the other.

French music plays over a cozy space with hardwood floors and small round marble-topped tables. Feels like Paris until–

A typical New York lunch crowd barges in – Julie and her colleague among them. They join a queue at the patisserie counter.

COLLEAGUE: That is so amazing.

JULIE: I know, right?

COLLEAGUE: One article in the Times and you’re a wanted woman.

JULIE: I know.

COLLEAGUE: Power of the media…

JULIE: I know!

COLLEAGUE: Say that one more time and I’m gonna have to slap you.

Julie grins – she’s on top of the world, nothing can bring her down.

They’re next.

COLLEAGUE : I’ll have the Quiche Lorraine. Do you make that with low-fat butter?

The shop assistant throws her a look.

COLLEAGUE: Just asking… Geez.

Julie grins. Turns around, peruses the cafe.

COLLEAGUE (O.S.): What about croissants? They fattening?

ACROSS THE CAFE

The person reading the article on Julie’s blog, puts the paper down. It’s Julia. A much older Julia.

She passes one of her trademark grunts before proceeding to demolish the rest of her baguette. Looks up to find a face in the crowd, by the counter, staring unmistakably at her.

It takes a moment before Julia glances at the picture in the article. Pairs it with the woman who presently ogles her.

AT THE COUNTER

Julie gapes at Julia, incredulous. Her eyes light up – hopeful, expectant, ready to make her way over when–

Julia’s expression turns cold. Picks up the paper. Shields herself from Julie’s view.

Julie watches – crushed.

COLLEAGUE (O.S.): Come on famous writer, what’ll it be?

Julie jerks. Looks to her colleague.

Steals a final glance at Julia who turns the page with deliberate calm and nonchalance.

Julie drops her head, turns despondently towards the counter.

END OF SCENE  – something like that, anyway.

The next scene, Julie can return home and still say to her husband: Julia hates me!

But now, I think, it would have more impact.

My two cents worth.

That’s It – I Am Officially Insane!

In NaNoWriMo on October 25, 2009 at 12:15 pm

Just signed up for National Novel Writing Month, more affectionately known as NaNoWriMo.

Basically a writing marathon that starts 12am November 1st and ends midnight November 30th, upon which successful participants will have in their possession, a 175-page or 50,000-word novel.

Obviously what matters here is output. Not Dostoevsky.

Why I’ve decided to do this, I’m not sure.

Sharla (@WinterWrite on Twitter, check out her link below) was looking for a buddy and I signed up, is the benign answer.

What will come of this, who knows.

What I will write about, god only knows.

I have decided to wing it.

Safe to say, I am officially insane.

Though it seems I am not alone. In 2007, out of 100,000 participants, more than 15,000 crossed the 50k finish line by the midnight deadline. More nutters expected this year.

So come November (in 1 week!), I will not be posting my “normal” stuff.

There will be excerpts instead of my would-be novel (advanced apologies for the senseless crap), along with thoughts and revelations as I embark on what I can only imagine to be a literary and emotional disaster.

I am excited though. Well, not really. I just said that because that is what everyone on the NaNoWriMo forum seems to be saying – “Wow, Soooo excited!”

I am not excited. Neither am I terrified.

What I am is annoyed – and okay, a little freaked. That I can’t for the hell of me think of something to write about non-stop for 30 days.

Hopefully this won’t last.

Hopefully the muses will beam upon me, be it out of sheer pity.

Hopefully I shall finish alive.

Wish Me Luck. I count on your ruthless support:

If I whinge, I trust you will remind me that I and no one else (except perhaps Sharla) got myself into this absurd mess.

If I tire, I trust you will give me a swift kick up the ass.

If I threaten to quit, I trust you will vow never to have anything to do with me again.

For those equally insane, go to http://www.nanowrimo.org or click on link below.

If you’d like to be my NaNoWriMo Buddy, my User ID is: moderndaystoryteller.

In any case, I do hope you’ll join me on my journey and cheer me on.

Thank you.

Aaaaaaaaaaargh!!!

Anti-Bullying Policy Gone Wrong

In Kids Stuff on October 23, 2009 at 3:45 am

Yesterday, as I picked my daughter up from school, I spotted another mum who had arrived to fetch her daughter, N – one of those well-balanced, perpetually smiling, straight-A types (yes, they do exist).

N’s mum, a usually chatty lady, threw me a brief wave and scurried off.

I assumed she was in a rush, but as we got into the car, my daughter explained…

DAUGHTER: N’s mum is really mad. She’s moving N to a new school.

ME: What? Why?

D: She’s not happy.

M: Why not?

D: Something happened.

M: What?

D: I can’t say. It’s personal. Girl’s stuff.

M: I’m a girl.

D: No you’re not. You’re a woman.

M: What Happened?

(Typical conversation between daughter and self. I swear, it’s like pulling out teeth with tongs. Plastic ones!)

So, as the story goes, another girl – Z, complained to her mum that a bunch of girls had been picking on her in the playground, making life miserable.

During lunch and recess, N, along with three other girls would deliberately ignore Z, prohibit her from participating in their games, and called her terrible names. Apparently, this had been going on for weeks now.

Upon hearing this, Z’s mum was understandably distraught. So distraught that she decided to bypass the class teacher and make a beeline for the principal’s office.

Her daughter was being segregated and traumatized and it had to stop.

The principal was livid. If there is anything her school won’t stand for it’s bullies. She rants about it every week in the newsletter, under Principal’s Message. On the header below the school’s name, the subtitle reads: This School Is A Bully-Free Zone!

No way in hell will the Principal stand for this.

She hauls N and the other girls into her office. No questions asked. They are berated and threatened with severe punishment, too terrified to utter a word in their own defense.

They leave in tatters.

The Principal calls Z’s mum. All sorted out. Those girls will be picking on No One ever again.

The girls return to the classroom, each a blubbering mess. Z watches them, racked with guilt.

She goes home. Spills the beans.

Fact is, N and her friends have never picked on Z or left her out.

Fact is, Z has been doing the bullying and N and the other girls have been the victims of her behavior.

Z’s mum is incredulous and now racked with guilt herself, promptly calls the principal. But too late. Damage done.

Yesterday, when I picked my daughter up, she reported that 2 out of those 4 girls were leaving the school. Their parents were understandably upset and appalled at the lack of restraint and judgment exercised by the school.

Z’s classmates are pissed. Not only did Z get their friends in trouble, she is also responsible for their departure.

As for Z, she has been absent all week.

“It’s the guilt” explained my daughter who admits, she “sort of” feels sorry for Z – “No one’s gonna play with her now.”

Naturally, my sympathies extend to N and her friends and their parents. If my daughter had been subjected to the same treatment, I might well be school-hunting as we speak.

At the same token, I can’t help feeling for Z. It’s hard to say why she did it without being privy to the whole story.

Though as matters stand, she’s just a kid.

Why should she have to suffer the consequences of a lack of control and management skills on behalf of the adults in charge?

Whatever You Do, Don’t Mix!

In Right Here Right Now on October 21, 2009 at 5:08 am

The Louisiana Justice of the Peace who refused to perform an interracial marriage was interviewed on CBS News Monday morning and tried to explain his actions.

Bardwell explained that he had seen “countless” interracial couples where the children were rejected by family members, and he didn’t want to see that happen again. He defended himself by pointing out that he did not prevent the couple from getting married; he merely would not do it himself…

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2009/10/15/interracial-couple-denied_n_322784.html

Honestly, I think the guy’s been getting a bad rap for no reason.

On October 15, Bardwell told the Associated Press, “I’m not a racist. I just don’t believe in mixing the races that way. I have piles and piles of black friends. They come to my home, I marry them, they use my bathroom. I treat them just like everyone else,”

You heard the man. He has piles and piles of black friends. He allows them into his home. He even lets them use his bathroom.

So what’s the fuss?

I mean leave the guy alone. He’s only thinking of the kids. And the preservation of Race.

Mixing blood is like mixing drinks. Too much and you end up regretting it for a long, long time…

I only wish Justice of the Peace Bardwell had been around when my parents decided to tie the knot.

My father was Chinese – oddly enough, still is. My mother, Sri Lankan. And out I popped, dark-skinned but Oriental-looking.

Were they thinking of me when they decided to procreate? No.

Did they consider the possibility that I might be referred to as “China girl” amongst my maternal relatives? Or differentiated for my darker skin and inability to speak the dialect amongst my paternal relatives? No.

Were they thinking of me at all when they decided to get married? Of course not. Talk about selfish.

Looking at me, people can’t tell if I’m Chinese-Chinese, or Filipino-Chinese, or Thai, or Vietnamese and once during my travels in Canada, I was even mistaken for a native Indian!

I mean people need to know what it is they’re looking at. I need to know what it is I’m looking at.

I’m serious. Someone should start paying attention to this Bardwell guy.

Once you start breeding mongrels, it only gets worse.

Cuz what do I do? I go and marry a Jewish/Tunisian/French guy with Spanish ancestors.

What do you get when you mix a Chindian with a Jewish Tunisian Mediterranean whatever?

I’ll tell you what you get. One hellova screwed-up kid.

And what does she look like? If I had to pin her aesthetics to a race or nationality, I’d have to say, Iranian. With a twist.

Aside from her unfortunate hodgepodge looks, the poor kid celebrates every holiday in the book. Chinese New Year, Christmas, Yom Kippur, Passover, Bastille Day, Rosh Hashanah…

Recently she brought home a school project – My Family Tree. Well, imagine. Great grandparents from mainland China, Tunisia, Israel, Jaffna, Malaysia… Madness.

Not only do kids suffer as a result of mixed marriages, adults cop it too. When I pushed my fair-skinned baby in her pram on the streets of Kuala Lumpur, locals who assumed I was the maid, asked me who my “master and m’am” were.

If only Bardwell had been there from the very beginning. He could have knocked some sense into my giddy-headed parents and warned them:

Whatever you do, don’t mix!

Julie and Julia, Butch and Sundance, and Why Endings Are SO Important

In My Two Cents Worth, The Write Stuff on October 20, 2009 at 1:52 pm

Julie and Julia

I recently watched Butch Cassidy And The Sundance Kid, then read the screenplay.

There were a couple of scenes which took me out of the story and I was interested to find in his Hollywood memoir, Adventures In The Screen Trade, that screenwriter William Goldman felt the same. Says if he were writing Butch today, a few of those scenes would probably be out. Audiences today are much savvier and the scenes in question hampered the flow of the story.

Ultimately, it doesn’t matter.

Director George Roy Hill got to the heart of Goldman’s unusual script and translated it flawlessly to screen. The chemistry between Paul Newman and Robert Redford was so infectious, I would have followed them anywhere. And the ending. Oh Boy…

Here’s the end of the final scene – Butch and Sundance have been hiding all day, wounded, in a room of a Bolivian village surrounded by local policeman. They decide to shoot their way out and make a final dash for their horses. What they don’t know is that the Bolivian Calvary has arrived and awaits them…

BUTCH AND SUNDANCE on their feet. Slowly, they move toward the door as we

CUT TO

MORE AND MORE SOLDIERS vaulting the wall

CUT TO

BUTCH AND SUNDANCE into the last of the sunlight and then comes the first of a painfully loud burst of rifle fire and as the sound explodes–

THE CAMERA FREEZES BUTCH AND SUNDANCE.

Another terrible barrage. Louder. BUTCH AND SUNDANCE remain FROZEN. Somehow the sound of the rifles manages to build even more. BUTCH AND SUNDANCE stay FROZEN. Then the sound begins to diminish.

And as the sound diminishes, so does the color, and slowly, the faces of BUTCH AND SUNDANCE begin to change. The song from the New York sequence begins. The faces of BUTCH and SUNDANCE continue to change, from color to the grainy black and white that began their story. The rifle fire is popgun soft now as it blows them back into history.

THE END

George Roy Hill directed the film exactly as written. When the rifle fire blows Butch and Sundance “back into history”? I was blown away. Scenes that didn’t belong, smarty-pants dialogue, jerky momentum… All forgiven.

That’s great but what, you ask, has this to do with Nora Ephron’s latest film? A story about two women – culinary pioneer and TV chef, Julia Child (Meryl Streep), and internet celebrity Julie Powell (Amy Adams), whose blog about her preparation of all 524 recipes in Julia’s 1961 bestseller Mastering the Art of French Cooking turned Powell into a published author?

Well, I’ll tell you.

Julie and Julia was the first Ephron film I enjoyed at the theater since When Harry Met Sally (written by Ephron, directed by Rob Reiner), one of my favorite romantic comedies of all time.

Films like Sleepless In Seattle, You’ve Got Mail, Hanging Up, I found formulaic at best. More often than not, with an Ephron film, I have come to expect the following: the stories will run in parallel, the music will be nostalgic, and our protagonists will kiss and/or meet right at the very end, upon which the camera will soar into the heavens as we cue for the final time, that nostalgic music.

With Julie & Julia I found myself in similar terrain.

The story hopped from Julia – in Post WWII Paris, the restless wife of U.S. diplomat Paul Child (Stanley Tucci) – whose passion for eating leads to a pursuit of mastering French cuisine, and Julie – in post 9/11 New York – whose dreary job and dreams of becoming a writer, propels her to start a blog and pay literal homage to her idol, Julia.

This time round, the tried and trusty Ephron formula felt a touch fresher, less complacent.

Thanks largely to the Julia half of the story – drawn from her memoir My Life In France, written with her great-nephew, Alex Prud’homme. Meryl Streep’s incarnation of Julia, executed with the greatest of ease and wit, is nothing short of amazing. What more is there to say about Streep who by virtue of exceeding herself, has gone and done it again. All one can really do is sit back, enjoy the ride.

Just when you think it can’t get better, in steps Tucci.

Last seen together in The Devil Wears Prada, Streepe and Tucci make magic. It’s subtle, quiet, mature, but magic nevertheless. The atypical chemistry between Julia and Paul would be enough to sustain an entire movie. Whether it’s watching them savor a sole meunière or publicly toast their love for each other  (Paul: “You are the butter on my bread”), the couple’s moments together are as pleasurable to watch as Julia’s journey from lost housewife to career woman extraordinare.

Which brings me to another thing I liked about Julie and Julia. Finally, a comedy about women who are NOT looking for love or the perfect man.

Both women have found love and husbands supportive of their talents. Both women derive comfort from food. Both women strive to attain their goals and ultimately achieve the recognition they deserve.

And if by this stage you are tearing your hair out and yelling, but what the hell does this have to do with Butch and Sundance? Well, I’m almost there.

Now we get to the weaker half of the film…

Julie’s story. Without subtracting from Julie Powell’s writing (have yet to read her memoir, Julie & Julia, but I do enjoy her blog – http://juliepowell.blogspot.com) or Adams’ amiable performance (to compare her with Streep would be cruel and unjust), the Julie part of the film is no match for its counterpart.

From the quaint and authentic streets of Paris, to a dingy apartment above a pizza shop in Queens. From an unconventional marriage and a character larger than life itself, to a young couple who are finding themselves let alone each other, and a character so forgetful, she almost blends into the dreariness of her surroundings… There is just no comparison.

But still, there’s a save.

This uneven journey is worth subjecting oneself to on one condition – that they meet at the very end and that the nature of their meeting is something unique, authentic.

Seeing as this is an Ephron film, I have no doubt they will.

But they don’t. Julie and Julia never meet. Julie gets word that Julia doesn’t like her and that is the extent of it.

Here’s what Julie Powell has to say about it in her blog:

“A lot of people have been asking whether it’s true that Julia Child wasn’t a big fan of Julie Powell, and whether she and I really didn’t meet. Both of those things are true – Julia, I think, from what I gather, was less irritated than simply uninterested.”

Okay, so they didn’t meet in real life. So what?

It is more than likely that Butch and Sundance returned to the United States and spent the rest of their lives retiring in peace. But Goldman knew that would make a shitty ending, so he resorted to something dramatic and befitting of his heroes’ journey on the screen.

A stronger Julie story might have improved the film, though even with that, I believe the film would have suffered the same fate given the same ending.

What sustained me was the anticipation of an answer to what I assumed was the dramatic question of the story – what will happen when they meet? I assumed they would meet or it would defeat the purpose of all that to-ing and fro-ing.

Even in that dreadful bore of a film, The Hours, the characters were linked at the end, which provided for some much-needed context.

To leave a connection between two characters with something as nebulous as a blog is unsatisfying to say the very least.

As Goldman said in Adventures In The Screen Trade, “The most important minutes of any screenplay are the first fifteen – just as the most important minutes of any film are the last fifteen.”

And so, despite the marvelous treatment of Julia Child’s story, Streep’s tour de force performance, and the best on-screen chemistry of the year between Streep and Tucci, the last fifteen minutes let me down like a deflated souffle and thus was I unable to fully embrace Julie & Julia.

Butch Cassidy and the Sundance Kid

Penguin Classics Too Raunchy For Australia Post

In WTF! on October 16, 2009 at 1:58 pm

History of Sexuality: Volume 1: Popular Penguins

Two weeks ago, the staff of 848 Australia Post Shops (PostShop) across the country, were reportedly ordered to remove three Penguin Classics from their shelves.

Vladimir Nabokov’s Lolita, Anais Nin’s The Delta of Venus and Michel Foucault’s The History of Sexuality.

According to ninemsn, “the titles were currently being kept ‘out the back’ and would soon be returned to publisher Penguin Books.” – http://news.ninemsn.com.au/national/875600/australia-post-bans-literature-classics

D.H. Lawrence fans, fret not. Lady Chatterley’s Lover remains on shelves. Though I’m guessing it’s days are numbered.

And why not? Check out these saucy passages…

He was a curious and very gentle lover, very gentle with the woman, trembling uncontrollably, and yet at the same time detached, aware, aware of every sound outside.

To her it meant nothing except that she gave herself to him. And at length he ceased to quiver any more, and lay quite still, quite still. Then, with dim, compassionate fingers, she stroked his head, that lay on her breast.

To say nothing of explicit passages about “fucking”. Why, on one page he even drops the C-word – not once, not twice, but SIX times.

Forget about returning the book to its publisher. Somebody burn it!

God forbid nanna should chance upon Lady Chatterley’s “breasts” – let alone “cunt” – whilst picking out Possum Magic for the grand kids.

Which is precisely why the banished books were deemed “inappropriate for a mainstream shop like Australia Post,” according to Australia Post spokesman Alex Twomey.

“It was purely a decision around whether it fitted our stores. That also extends to DVDs and many other different products,” Twomey told Crikey.com.au.

Or was it a decision based on the complaints of a few customers concerning “inappropriate content”?

Perhaps someone flicked through Delta of Venus and chanced upon this…

“You’re beautiful, Maria,” said the deep voice, and Evelyn kept her arms around her. Maria wanted to float away, but she was held by the warmth of the water, the constant touch of her friend’s body. She let herself be embraced. She did not feel breasts on her friend, but, then, she knew young American women she had seen did not have breasts. Maria’s body was languid, and she wanted to close her eyes.

Suddenly what she felt between her legs was not a hand but something else, something so unexpected, so disturbing that she screamed. This was no Evelyn but a young man, Evelyn’s younger brother, and he had slipped his erect penis between her legs. She screamed but no one heard, and her scream was only something she had been trained to expect of herself. In reality his embrace seemed to her as lulling and warming and caressing as the water. The water and the penis and the hands conspired to arouse her body. She tried to swim away. But the boy swam under her body, caressed her, gripped her legs, and then mounted her again from behind.

Or perhaps they decided to open Lolita

Lolita, light of my life, fire of my loins. My sin, my soul. Lo-lee-ta: the tip of the tongue taking a trip of three steps down the palate to tap, at three, on the teeth. Lo. Lee. Ta.

I mean let’s get something straight here. This man is talking about over a 12 year old girl – pervert.

I mean, geez. Talk about filth.

And what, pray tell, does that have to do with Cat In The Hat?

Or the female sexual encounters in Delta Of Venus, with Jamie Oliver in Italy?

Or The History of Sexuality, a study of the repression of human sexuality, with the Jodi Picoult Collection?

The same thing other PostShop items like picnic baskets, smoke alarms and Last Will kits have to do with stamps, I guess. Absolutely nothing.

Okay, okay, I get it.

The Miss Marple DVD Collection, the latest Il Divo CD, books on how to make money – mainstream.

Literary tales of sexuality – not mainstream.

A legal preparation of death – appropriate.

A study of sexuality – inappropriate.

Right.

What century are we in again? And what culture is this?

Just checking.

The Pressure…

In Right Here Right Now on October 11, 2009 at 10:05 pm
Barack Obama standing in front of the American flag: Nobel Prize: Ten famous peace prize winners

Photo: GETTY

OBAMA WINS NOBEL PEACE PRIZE

“I do not view it as a recognition of my own accomplishments but rather an affirmation of American leadership on behalf of aspirations held by people in all nations.”

That is what I said in the Rose Garden of the White House.

This is what I was thinking in the Rose Garden of the White House.

What d’you go and do that for, you goddamn crazy Europeans!

Haven’t I got enough on my plate?

The pressure, the pressure…

Isn’t it enough that I’m chatting to Gaddafi, Ahmadinejad, Jay Leno?

Isn’t it enough I had to blow off the Dalai Llama so I can suck up to the Chinese cuz we owe ‘em a little cash -  a few trillion dollars last time we counted? Huh?

Isn’t it enough I got landed with two bad-ass wars which either way I go, I’m screwed?

The pressure, the pressure…

What the hell were you thinking over there in cuckoo Scandinavia?

Couldn’t you have given it to Sarkozy? All he’s got to worry about are bad polls, his wife’s designer clothes, and his culture minister paying some young boys to have sex with him.

Like there wasn’t enough partisan and bi-partisan bullshit going down in the first place.

Now you have ‘em all in agreement – not only do I not deserve this, I got it cuz I’m black?

The pressure, the pressure…

Not only do we have them in agreement, we got the Taliban, Hamas, Israeli militants and Rush Limbaugh in agreement as well?

Well, glad I could be of service… Fruitcakes of the World Unite.

What next?

The Pope gonna canonize me?

“Saint Obama” on the basis of Encouragement, with Hopes I will not only convert to Catholicism, but by the time I’m done, will end two world wars, bring nuclear disarmament, stop climate change, restore the national and global economy, end unemployment, fix health care and bring world peace forever and ever, Amen?

Geez-Louise. Somebody got a smoke?

How ’bout a goddamn light!

Or maybe I don’t need one anymore? Maybe I can light a nicotine inhaler with my mind. Blow fire out of my goddamn nostrils.

Somebody throw me a Prize for that.

“Encourage” me.

Geez…

Mao’s Last Dancer – A Screenwriter’s Task

In My Two Cents Worth, The Write Stuff on October 10, 2009 at 2:56 am

It’s been a strange week at the movies.

I went to see Up with hopes of some Pixar fun and cheer, but left hopelessly forlorn. (See Why Up Took Me Down).

I went to see Mao’s Last Dancer expecting a hard-hitting political drama about a ballet dancer who defects from his homeland, China to the United States, but left instead with glossy cliches of American “freedom” and a saccharine-drenched ending to an overall saccharine-drenched movie.

Perhaps Bruce Beresford, director of Mao’s Last Dancer, and John Lasseter, Disney and Pixar Animation Chief Creative Officer, should swap.

Beresford take on children’s animation, Lasseter tackle the somber dramas.

Perhaps it’s me. Perhaps where movies are concerned, I am emotionally dyslexic. Where I should find them harsh, find them mushy. Where I should find them uplifting, find them downright depressing.

I won’t delve into an in-depth review except to say this – okay, just a little one. It felt like three movies rolled into one. Schmaltzy doesn’t even begin to describe it. And as far as politics go – China bad, America good. It was as simple and stilted as that.

Misgivings aside, the ballet was stunning (and I’m no ballet fan). And those who loved the book might well appreciate the film’s attempt to stay true to the essence of Li’s journey.

What I’d like to do is share a talk I recently attended involving Jan Sardi, screenwriter of Mao’s Last Dancer and films such as Shine, The Notebook and Love’s Brother.

Here are some things he had to say about condensing a 700-page autobiography into a 2-hour long film:

  • “I believe in having a good strong story… You can’t really waste a moment, you’ve got to keep it going.”
  • “You’ve got to find the story within the story but certain things can’t change.”
  • “Once you decide what your character’s journey is, that’s what you stick with.”
  • “I wanted to take the audience on the journey from the very beginning, right to the end.”
  • “I try not to bring in any distractions from what the emotional through line is.”
  • “It’s also about – How do you engage an audience with their imagination and get them to fill in the blanks?”
  • “How is it possible to be true to yourself and at what cost? – That is the dramatic question.”
  • “It’s about life’s journey and how to find one’s self. That’s what all stories are really about.”
  • “A screenplay is like a piece of music. You have a theme – you plant a seed, you water it, and you keep watering it.”
  • “It’s about rhythm. The way the story unfolds.”
  • “You have to know when to have key changes and make sure those little themes build into a big finale.”

It was a pleasure to hear Sardi speak about the importance of emotional resonance as opposed to the mundane jargon you normally get about beats, arcs and formulaic structure.

Also intriguing was the fact that Sardi wrote Shine, the true story about pianist David Helfgott (Geoffrey Rush), to Rachmaninov’s Piano Concerto No. 3 – a piece that featured significantly in the film and the life of Helfgott himself. According to Sardi, listening to the concerto as he wrote the screenplay, kept him “emotionally informed.”

There are a couple of things that jolted me out of Mao’s Last Dancer. None of which were under Sardi’s control.

As wonderful an actress as Joan Chen is, I just couldn’t buy her – with the flawless skin and perfect teeth – as Li’s poverty-stricken mother.

And if you’re going to shoot Houston in Sydney, then you should at least change the road signs.

The devil as they say, is in the details.

By the time I noticed Joan Chen’s white teeth and the “Darling Street” sign in the background, I was out.

No deftly handled script or heart-string tugging music and choreography could persuade me otherwise.

Deadly Sleepover Awaits Sentence

In Right Here Right Now on October 8, 2009 at 10:21 pm

There’s a court case in Sydney right now which I follow with sad anticipation.

December last year, a 14-year-old boy shot dead his best friend, Josef Cruikshank, with a pump action shot gun during a sleepover.

The shooting since described as “a bad joke gone wrong”, has seen the father of the accused sentenced to 2 years and 4 months on firearm charges. The boy – who remains unidentified for legal reasons, faces a maximum penalty of 25 years in prison, if convicted.

During the court hearing on Wednesday, October 7, at the NSW District Court in Campbelltown, Josef’s mother, Rosemary, described how she had become withdrawn since her son’s death. “I have been nauseous on a daily basis.”

“Having known the family for a long time, I have never thought that he would be unsafe there,” she said.

After the shooting in 2008, the victim’s mother is said to have pleaded with police not to charge the accused. She said she didn’t want to see another life destroyed.

According to an article in The Sydney Morning Herald by Patrick Caruana on October 7:

The court was told the two boys acted in fear when they saw a man outside the house and retrieved a shotgun from the accused’s father’s wardrobe.

The accused went to check the gun was loaded by depressing the trigger while it was aimed at Josef.

“This is a case where the father has left a loaded shotgun in the house where there were children,” Judge Martin Sides said.

The accused’s mother told the court her son had not been the same since the shooting and she had found suicide letters in his room.

“He hides himself in his room … he’s just sad all the time,” she said.

The court heard the boy is suffering acute post-traumatic stress disorder.

His lawyer, Richard Pontello, said the boy would suffer for the rest of his life because of the incident.

“The act of negligence itself involved a momentary, juvenile, poor judgment with very tragic consequences,” Mr Pontello told the court.

“But it was almost a split-second lapse of judgment.”

- AAP

A family shrine of   Josef Cruikshank  at his home.A family shrine of Josef Cruikshank at his home.
Photo: Brendan Esposito
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Monday will decide a young boy’s fate. A boy already living the nightmare of his best friend’s death.

Will he be punished for it?

Should he be punished for it?

“A split-second lapse of judgment”. From a 14-year-old boy.

What about a parent’s total absence of judgment?

Sure the father’s copping jail time – which he is appealing. But what was he thinking leaving a loaded gun in an easily accessible location about the house?

What was he thinking leaving a loaded gun in an easily accessible location with a couple of teenage boys about the house?

What was he thinking?

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Monday’s Verdict…

The teenager, dressed in a black suit, was present in court on Monday.

“It would seem to me there is not a strong prosecution case that is available to me in regards to the charge of murder,” Mr Mulroney told the court.

The boy’s legal counsel applied for variations to his bail conditions, which the magistrate granted.

The teenager must report to Camden police station on Mondays and Thursdays, is under curfew from 9pm to 6am, and must remain at his family’s home during those times.

During daylight hours he must be in the presence of his mother, father or grandfather.

Mr Mulroney adjourned the case until March 2.

The boy’s father has been charged with four firearms offences and is on conditional bail to appear in Camden Local Court on January 21.

-AAP

Hey Hey Black Face Controversy

In WTF! on October 8, 2009 at 3:51 am

Controversial ... a screengrab from last night's Hey Hey It's Saturday.

Hey Hey condemned over Jackson Jive slur

The Nine Network has attracted condemnation over the racial overtones of a skit performed during a live broadcast of Hey Hey It’s Saturday.

US singer Harry Connick jnr, who made a guest appearance on the Wednesday evening reunion special, has slammed the network for allowing the skit to take place during the talent segment Red Faces.

During the skit, five men were covered in black face paint and black wigs and re-enacted their skit Jackson Jive, which appeared years ago when Hey Hey was originally on air.

The Michael Jackson character this time had his face painted white.

Connick jnr was one of the judges of the segment and took offence at the act, giving it a zero.

A backstage source said that Connick jnr nearly walked off before the show was over.

He expressed his disgust to the show’s host Daryl Somers and it was arranged for Connick jnr to voice his concerns at the end of the show.

“Thanks Daryl – and I just wanted to say on behalf of my country, I know it was done in humour … but we have spent so much time trying to not make black people look like buffoons, that when we see something like that we take it really to heart,” Connick jnr said.

During last night’s Red Faces segment, Somers said the contestants had appeared on the show 20 years ago with the same act.

The group, who were medical students at the time, had won the segment.

Last night, the performer playing Michael Jackson told Somers he now works as a plastic surgeon.

The other members of the group said they were also working as medical professionals, including a radiologist, a cardiologist and a psychologist.

Online response

The online response to last night’s segment was mixed, with some viewers coming out in support of Connick jnr.

“Well done to the guy for not just sitting there through that crap,” one Twitter user said.

“Oz is copping it hard with this whole Harry Connick ‘blackface’ thing. Anyone with 1/2 a brain knows its wrong,” another said.

Another added: “Big up Harry Connick Jr. for saying something and not just going along with it.”

But others on Twitter disagreed with Connick jnr’s stance.

“If painting your face black is racist well then I’m the biggest racist of them all! What a waste of space,” one said.

“So Harry Connick has gone down a peg in my estimation” another said.

“And the award for the PC gone mad, douche of the day award goes to…Harry Connick Jnr.”

Last night’s broadcast was the second of two reunion shows for Hey Hey, which went off air in 1999, and talk has circulated about bringing the show back.

Last Wednesday’s reunion broadcast peaked at 2,640,000 across the five major city markets.

The Nine Network said in a statement today: “It was never intended to offend and we regret any offence the Red Faces act caused.”

-AAP and Thomas Hunter

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Should Harry Connick Jr. have walked off the show? Or was he over-reacting?

Insensitive and offensive? Or harmless fun?

I am not white. I am not black. But I’ll say this much.

I found that about as funny as a kick in the head.

WTF was Jackie thinking giving them a 7?

WTF was Daryl thinking showing a replay of the same act 20 years back?

WTF was the network thinking letting that go to air?

But – you might protest, the audience clapped and cheered and seemed genuinely entertained.

Sure they did, they were all white.

10 Things I’ve Learned About Blogging So Far

In Networking & Social Media on October 6, 2009 at 4:47 am

Warning: This is just a personal account of my blogging experience so far and in no way serves as a How To for aspiring Bloggers. There are people out there who have been doing this way longer who know heaps more than me. (Check out my blog roll and links)

1. Just because I’m a writer doesn’t mean I have to write about it.

When I started this blog – just a few months ago, I thought being a writer meant I had to write about it or at least post what I was writing. One day it hit me – DUH. It’s my blog. I can write what I damn well like.

2. Just because you post it, doesn’t mean it will be read.

I used to get upset that no one was reading what I had to say, much less commenting on it. It got to a point where I thought, Either I scrap this shit or take it all the way. So I deleted my first half dozen posts, read up on blogging and what people were looking for when they read blogs – not that I was going to cater to that but it was good to know. Then I had a real good think about what I wanted to say and how I wanted to say it. And started again.

3. If you don’t tell anyone you’ve posted something, they won’t know you’ve posted it.

This is similar to #2 except that it has to do with letting people know, as opposed to content.

For some naive and egotistical reason, I thought people would know about my blog – just like that. You know, they would go through their normal routine of browsing through The New York Times, Huffington Post, maybe Deadline Hollywood and then say to themselves, Hey, I wonder what’s going on at ModernDayStoryteller. Coz… Well, just coz.

Uh, Wake up and smell the coffee, Karen. You’re a friggin’ nobody who is writing a blog like every other person on this planet. And NOBODY knows you’re writing it. Which is when it occurred to me I had to let them know. And when I did, some people were kind enough to drop in.

4. I’m not A How To Person.

I’ve noticed that a lot of popular blogs are big on How To’s.

How To Earn A Million Dollars From The Comfort Of Your Home. How To Write Like Aaron Sorkin In 30 Days. How To Snag A Guy in 5 Seconds At A Crowded Smokey Bar. There’s usually a time factor attached to these – everyone’s looking for short cuts.

I can barely show my eight year-old how to tie her laces, let alone tell people I’ve never met how to… What do I show them how to do? Choose a good bottle of wine? Beat every red light on their street without copping a fine? Tell Kevin Rudd jokes?

5. It Doesn’t Have To Be War And Peace.

I used to waffle on like Tolstoy and Dostoevsky put together, without the profundity or the poetry or the talent. As you probably know by now, I’m not the quickest gal off the mark, so this also took a while to sink in. It doesn’t have to be long if you don’t want it to be. It can be a list, a quote, a fart, a burp. One line, one word, one comma, if you so wish. Er, wouldn’t recommend the comma – not sure many will get the significance of abstract punctuation.

6. It Requires Dedication.

Blogging ain’t easy. Once the ball starts rolling, you have to keep it rolling. You can’t just stop. Or you can, and then it’s dead and defeats the purpose of having a blog. And so you realize that like everything else, it requires dedication.

7. It’s Not A One Way Street.

I used to think it was just like writing a book or a magazine, but online. But a good post is like a great conversation starter. People are compelled to post a comment when they have something to say about what you had to say. And you can reply to their comment, and they to yours and so on. Blogging is a basis of discussion. But you’re more than welcome to disagree. Just post your comment and I’ll reply!

8. It’s loads of fun and I really enjoy it.

9. If you write it, post it.

I wrote a piece on feedback ages ago which I never posted. A personal account of a writing group I attended. I just didn’t think people would be interested in reading about what went on in my writing group.

Then I decided to post it. To be honest, I was stuck for material and suddenly remembered this thing I wrote way back called – Feedback: Is Honesty The Best Policy? It got thrice as many visits and comments than any of the other posts. Many writers related to it or had been in similar situations, and I got lots of good feedback on Twitter as well. (Shit, I’m writing about blogging and twitter? Is this me?)

Anyway, my point is – If you write it, might as well post it. Or you’ll never know.

10. You are what you blog.

I think this is true in so far as – whatever you choose to write or share, is what matters to you at this particular point in time.

Once I realized I could post pretty much anything I wanted, I started reviewing movies and spewing my thoughts on just about anything that got to me.

I used to say I wasn’t a political person. Then I wrote my thoughts on Afghanistan – not because I chose to, but because I HAD to. And before I knew it, found my link on some search engine on CNN – under Controversial and Thought-Provoking Blogs. Which I found kind of amusing. Controversial? Thought-Provoking? Me?

But this is when it occurred to me. I had something to say and I said it.

This is why I blog.

Why “Up” Took Me Down

In My Two Cents Worth on October 5, 2009 at 1:18 am

Is it just me or was Up hopelessly depressing?

Warning: This is not a review – just after thoughts of a movie that I had hoped would cheer me up but did quite the opposite.

Went to see Up with the kids yesterday to mark the start of term break – the movie only recently premiered in Australia.

The cinema was packed. Had heard great things. And while the kids loved every minute of it, never have I found a Pixar/Disney movie so morose.

Here’s what happens within the first 30 minutes:

1. As a young boy, Carl Fredericksen dreams of being an adventurer like his idol – explorer Charles Muntz – which leads him to Ellie, a spirited young girl with dreams of venturing to South America. But instead of going on adventures, they end up getting married – Uh, death.

2. Carl buys Ellie the abandoned house they met in and they end up spending the rest of their lives there – Uh, prison sentence.

3. They try to save up for Ellie’s dream of going to Paradise Falls in the jungles of South America, only to spend every last penny on mundane expenses like the car, house, hospital… SIGH.

4. They dream of babies through shapes in clouds but she has a miscarriage which leaves her unable to have any more babies. DOUBLE SIGH.

5. They get old in literally a blink of an eye and before they know it, they haven’t been on any adventures – not one. It’s just them, no kids, no grand kids. Alone in the same old house.

6. Ellie gets sick and dies – I’m bawling like a baby.

7. Carl becomes a cantankerous old man super-attached to his house, the mailbox – anything that serves as a reminder of Ellie.

8. We find his house in the midst of a construction site at the helm of an evil developer.

9. The evil developer tries to bully Carl into selling the house but he doesn’t have to when Carl is charged for being “a menace to society” after bashing a guy who accidentally ran over Carl and Ellie’s mailbox.

10. Carl gets evicted from his house and convicted to a nursing home.

Did I mention all this happens within the first 30 minutes?

As I said before, this is not a review. Up is most amazingly crafted like only Pixar can. Masterfully executed like only Pixar can. And just breathtaking to watch.

But even when Carl ties helium balloons to his chimney and floats towards Paradise Falls, I’m still wondering what could possibly lift me from this terrible downer?

The answer? Nothing.

The movie doesn’t get any cheerier.

Here’s why:

1. Carl’s idol, Edward Muntz – who has been hiding out in the jungles of South America since being declared a fraud, turns out to be a ruthless murderer who has spent his time in exile trying to snare an exotic bird. The capturing of which Muntz hopes will spell his triumphant return to the ‘civilized’ world.

2. Muntz is aided by a pack of  mean dogs with collars that control them and make them speak – Uh, freaky.

3. Carl finds Ellie’s old adventure book and instead of pictures of South America, discovers photos of their marriage? I don’t think so. When they met, Ellie was an extroverted young girl, bubbling with life and plans to see the world. The woman was just trying to make her husband feel okay about robbing her of her entire friggin’ life.

4. Russel, the over-zealous Wilderness Explorer scout, who unwittingly finds himself on the front porch when the house lifts off, turns out to be a single child of a single mum, whose dad never shows up when he promises to – Geez.

5. Carl and Russel find the bird Muntz spent his life hunting. Russel befriends the bird whom he calls Kevin who turns out to be a mum (lol – okay, that was funny) but now Muntz is after them and at one stage, even sets fire to the house. – Horror!

5. Carl loses the house but steals the blimp of his ex-idol, Muntz – who no longer exists because Carl killed him.

Put it this way, the more sugar-coated it got, the more I felt like crap.

But you’ve got to hand it to Pixar. They never down play to kids. They never cheat the audience. It’s always first rate storytelling with loads to say.

Later, on the way home, my daughter asked me what had been my favorite Pixar movie growing up. To which I responded, we didn’t have Pixar growing up.

What? No Pixar? – she balked. I can’t imagine my life without Pixar! – Said without a shred of irony.

Okay, so the kids loved Up.

But me? I would’ve been better off watching My Sister’s Keeper with Abigail Breslin and Cameron Diaz, about a young girl suffering from leukemia.

At least with that you know what to expect. It doesn’t have a bunch of colorful balloons against a clear blue sky, alluding to anything else.

The Tides of Sorrow

In Right Here Right Now on October 2, 2009 at 4:22 am
ABC correspondent Kerri Ritchie reported last night – on ABC News Australia, that while the annihilation in Samoa has left her overwhelmed, it’s the little things that plague her.

She described a sprinkling of little pink Croc sandals – that the children were so fond of wearing – scattered throughout mud-swept streets, amidst the ruins.

Grown-ups wandering dazed as they mutter over and over, Where are the children? Where are the children? A village once filled with their sounds, now deafeningly devoid of them.

All week, we have witnessed havoc, destruction and rising death tolls as a tsunami caused by an undersea earthquake struck Samoa and American Samoa, and the next day, an earthquake with a magnitude of 7.6 rocked the island of Sumatra, in Indonesia.

Today, Oct 2nd, the death toll in Samoa stands at 155, while in Indonesia, John Holmes, the U.N.’s humanitarian chief, set the death toll at 1,100 and said that number was expected to rise.

You read things like:

“I was scared. I was shocked,” said Didi Afuafi, 28, who was on a bus when the giant waves came ashore on American Samoa. “All the people on the bus were screaming, crying and trying to call their homes. We couldn’t get on cell phones. The phones just died on us. It was just crazy.”

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2009/09/30/samoa-tsunami-in-south-pa_n_303994.html

And this in Indonesia, where 500 buildings – including schools, hospitals, hotels and a mall in Padang were struck down:

One focus for emergency workers was a collapsed 4-story concrete building in downtown Padang, where 30 children had been taking classes when the quake struck. Four students were found alive and six bodies were dug from the rubble. Dozens were missing, said Jamil, a volunteer. “It’s getting very difficult now to find more victims,” he said.

Parents of missing students stayed up all night, waiting for signs of life.

“My daughter’s face keeps appearing in my eyes … my mind. I cannot sleep, I’m waiting here to see her again,” a woman who identified herself only as Imelda said, tears rolling down her face. She said her 12-year-old daughter Yolanda was in the school for science lessons.

“She is a good daughter and very smart. I really love her. Please, God help her,” she said.

-Associated Press

Disasters of such proportion are difficult to wrap our minds around – especially if they are not directly related to us or if we have not experienced them ourselves.

But the little things, the human things, stay to haunt us.

A mother describing a sleepless night spent praying for life under the rubble that was her daughter’s school.

A husband recounting the moment his wife was washed out of his arms.

A father witnessed by neighbors, diving into a black wave to save his children, never to be seen again.

Mud-swept streets dotted with little pink shoes.

The absence of little voices.

The Tide. The Sorrow.

Associated Press Photo/New Zealand Herald, Brett Phibbs